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Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 11:13 PM I was looking at her blog, shes attached again. its not that i want to interfere god damn it. and im not posting about that. its just to add on to the word count now serious matters, my june holidays are going to be burnt why, when i put in so much effort, when i was obviously better than him, or rather dominated the shit out of that bastard and he is head of some shit, but i am nothing. people always say, life is unfair. i was optimistic last time i didnt believe it, i chose to stand at the, life IS fair, justice is there! i used to believe, things can be changed, i can choose my path, just put in some effort, things will get better, there will be rebate. like paul sir said, during our cc competition, we reap what we sow. but i realised, just today, something so big that i didnt believe it at first but i have to in the end. i actually was nothing in their eyes, when i put in so much effort. i bothered to really stand at senang diri position, head 30 degrees up, stomach in, chest out. shoulder back, chin up. i stood there, without even moving a single inch. not even shivering when it is raining, not even squatting down. i never quit, if you know me. i can endure, i can take it. i have the standard, i am proud to be a marist NP, so i stand still, and not move. i do my sedia, without bending my supporting leg. i shout my commands, with the ICE. unlike him, who stands on one leg when the officers are sleeping, and when the officers come, he stands, even more still than sir stamford raffles. so thats the point im trying to say. they actually chose someone, who is so slack, who is almost like a normal NP cadet, with no leadership skills, not much discipline, and cannot be called a man. think it through, do you think the juniors will be happy, seeing that "hey, this asshole cant do his drills properly, and hes pumping me cos i bend my supporting leg, whereas he does it himself" and gosh, hes a head of a department. i dont get it, i dont see how inferior i am to him, hey, take a look at my portfolio please MSHS CC Team '10, position 7th Ex - air pistol team member Top shooter in the squad, with a point of 80/80 Inter - unit Air rifle competition '10, hwa chong institution Soccer competition (dont know which school) Baton Drill team '09 M16 Rifle Drill team '10 SYFOC '10, GOH boys k, now lets take a look at HIS portfolio: M16 Rifle drill team '10 thats all that i can think of, the only thing he joined, and for god's sake, he didnt join it based on his abilities, he didnt join it by the selection. he joined it, BY PULLING STRINGS. oh yes, i forgot, hes a gay, he sews, of course he pulls strings. his uniform, his boots can be said as, charcoal, when he thinks its imba. his pants are so huge, i bet if i wear, it will drop. THE THING THAT MAKES ME UNHAPPY IS, I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH BETTER HE IN THAN ME, AND YET HIS POST IS SO MUCH HIGHER. AND I THINK HE DOESNT DESERVE IT, COS HE USES HIS RELATIONSHIPS WITH THE OFFICERS. I DONT KNOW WHY, AND HOW, HE GETS HIS CURRENT POST, WHEN HE IS A SLACKER, AND WHEN I AM SO ENTHU. I HAVE TO AGREE WITH HWEE CHIAT NOW, THAT BEING ENTHU DOESNT PAY OFF. INSTEAD, MORE DISAPPOINTMENT. JUST HOW MUCH BETTER IS HE? ISNT HE JUST A NORMAL PIECE OF LOSER, WHEN HE THINKS HE TAKES A SQUAD, HE IS SOME BIG SHOT GUY, WHEN HE DONT EVEN DO ANYTHING, AND JUST STAND THERE AND WALK AROUND, CLOSING HIS MOUTH, COS I BET HIS ASHAMED OF HIS GAY VOICE. HE ISNT DOING ANYTHING, AND HE IS SO CALLED BETTER THAN ME. THEY ARE BLIND, NOW I KNOW, THE WORLD IS UNFAIR. THE WORLD WILL NEVER BE FAIR, I SHALL LEARN TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT, THE WORLD IS UNFAIR. i seriously should have heeded hwee chiat's advice, i should think this through, cos i have to really choose now. is either to balance both, like before, but not as perfectly as before, and not being the tops. or i can choose to drop the tie pin, and maybe go full force on NP. dudes. help me choose. and i really think, i should deserve something better than this. |
